2009 Boom or Bust

No final judgement on the year as of yet. There were high spots and low spots but I have made it thru. I know I have gone down hill this year. The one thing that hasn't lost it's sharpness is my tongue. I only hope the brain continues to kick in before my tongue or shortly after so I don't rant. It would be so wonderful if my kids would always do what I think is right. It would be wonderful if I always knew what is right.
I am me! I am a person that has been alone for many years and I don't always agree with other people's ideas. I, according to many, have a weird outlook on life but the life I have lived gave me that attitude. I try not to hurt anyone. I also appreciate all the help people give me.
I am more than willing to say good bye to 2009 and hello to 2010. There may be changes but don't expect too many from me. Hope I continue to hold my own.

Posting

I just deleted a post I had put up. It was a rant and I probably didn't sound too good. But don't we all get disgusted at the news lately? At this time of year it isn't easy to look at all the hate and bad things going on. This cold and the way it makes me feel doesn't help either.
I guess I need to pray more and have more hope in the new year and the power of God. There were no comments so I either shocked the reader or no one read what I posted.

Christmas Joys

Last week I received a fruit basket from a group from the public school. Apples,oranges,grapefruit and a loaf of fruit bread.
Tonight I had two families from church come over with their children and they sang carols and they gave me a loaf of bread. I am not sure how to spell the name of the bread-cardamen? They stayed on the porch and I could hear them thru the storm door. They didn't need to get my coughing on them. I had to walk away once to cough. It is so nice to see people that know how to celebrate Christmas. I am still fighting this cough and even my cat is getting upset with me because she gets all comfortable and then I start to cough and she takes off.
The weather is getting bad again and this time it is down by my kids. We may get some snow but they are getting a mess of things-snow,sleet,ice,freezing rain. My kids have to drive in this and I pray that they make it. I am so glad that none of them are coming to see me. I would be worrying all the time they came up and while they would be going home. 200 miles each way too too far.

Little Dab Failure

Yep, the little dab that I hoped would keep my cold down and no coughs didn't work. The coughs come up from somewhere and scratch my throat. What I had to get done is done and so I will be able to stay in and fight this cold. The good Lord let me get done the most important thing of getting the great grands gift cards mailed. This year I cut my gift giving down to remembering
my great grands. Merry Christmas anyway!!!

"A Little Dab Will Do You"

In the 40's there was a hair creme that used that line in their ads. I have found a new use for that line. I went to the dollar store and bought a jar of vapo-rub. I dislike putting it on my chest area or under my nose to get its fumes so here it is: I take a little dab of this on a small piece of tissue and set it on my bed side table in line with my head. It works and I get the fumes. I don't sleep facing the table but before I go to sleep or when I first wake up I get the value. The dab is potent for a day or two. It doesn't hurt bed side table and can be picked up and removed easily. With the furnace running as much as it does I may be doing this for quite awhile.

Last Few Days

It has been an interesting last few days. On friday I went up to Iron Mountain with my son.
Before we went he picked up my mail at the post office. It had been a week since it was last picked up. There was a letter from social security stating my benefits for the next year. I supposed they had to send it out even if it won't change, I felt like it was being rubbed in that there was no increase. I know there are a large number of people that have it worse than me but my human not thinking side took over. I went up did my laundry and then went and picked up my new glasses. Laundry cost had gone up and those glasses were more than I remember them being the last time I bought some a few years back. Showing my human side again.
Saturday we were going to pick up a couple of great grands and get some things to help with fixing windows. Plastic covering and foam insulation. After we picked up the two kids my son decided as long as we were so close to his house we would go there so I could see my great grands down there.
When we arrive my 6 year old great grand son met me with a big hug. I was able to hold and feed a bottle to my newest greatgrandson only 19 days old. What a joy. Then we had to go get the things for the house. I didn't really mind buying things for the house because it was cost effective. Before we left that morning my mail contained my property tax bill. Human Again!!!
I haven't ever missed a meal and I wish I could stop being so cost conscious. It might be my age and I can remember what things used to cost.
When we arrive home my son went to work fixing the windows. I don't know how he could have done all he did because I was so tired. Riding the miles made me tired and I didn't even have to drive.
Today before he left he did a few other things for me. He got my scoop out of my shed and checked my propane supply. I fixed a new recipe for lunch. The great grands like it but my son couldn't eat much of it because it had too much pepper in it. I followed the recipe but my son didn't have much lunch. I am glad he had a good breakfast. He still had to take great grands home.
Long post from one tired lady. I know I am blessed but once in a while I get soooo human about money. Have a great week.

Old Age or New Smarts

I'm not sure which it is but I have been inside my house and not gone anywhere since I pulled my car into my yard on Monday. That is something I was unable to do until lately. I had to go to the post office if no other place. I don't have the desire to go out in the cold and I am content. My son is coming tomorrow and he is taking me up to get my new glasses and do laundry. The laundry is really stacking up and it has to be done. Glasses and laundry are in stores in the same block. This is so different than I was before. I would go for a ride just to go.
What do you think? Old age or New Smarts.

Wisconsin State Is Closed

Would you believe it. The state is closed-all state offices-all the state run universities-Workers at these places don't have to come in unless they are emergency workers. I can't remember a time when everything in the state was shut down. It is white and quiet!:(
I am sitting in my house watching the snow and wind. :) I have a pot of chili and crackers to eat on this day. Stay safe and don't go anywhere.

Perk of Retirement

Tonight I will see one of the best perks of retirement. There is a blizzard coming and since I am retired I don't have to go out in it. It has been a long time since we have had a blizzard warning. We have had snow storm but blizzard not too often. "White Outs" are not fun when driving. Driving thru an area of flat fields with high winds is not fun. When I worked I did this and many nights it was God's goodness to me that I made it home. Some nights I didn't make it home because no one could come in to take my place. I have walked a half mile in foot high snow when I was much younger and I was totally soaked. When I got home I couldn't open my door so I went to a neighbor's house to warm up and then went to open my door. So you see I know of what I speak. Beautiful snow covered trees and houses look nice but that doesn't last long.
I hope everyone that is driving tonight and tomorrow are driving slow and stay safe. Last winter my son was in an accident on an icy road.

Winter

I want to thank my DIL for my new look. It is fitting because when it gets cold and snowing what is better than a cup of hot chocolate. Coffee and tea just doesn't have the comfort. There is snow coming but I don't think we will really have to worry where I am until Wednesday.
People around here have started decorating for Christmas. I don't do anything outside like my neighbors. My little fiber optic tree will be down soon. I have a plush snowman and a winter bear I need to put out. My only problem is will the cat I live with allow me to put the bears out. I have a ceramic manger scene and an angel that matches it. I have another manger scene with a barn and animals with Mary and Joseph and the Baby. Plus two trees that are about a foot high to put in the windows. I am not sure I will put them all out.
Do you have alot of decorations or special memories of Christmas. One of mine is when we had a candle light service and during the service smoke was pouring out around the organ as the pastor's daughter was playing a violin solo. The church had a fire in the basement.

Thanksgiving Day 9

I am thankful for a few things today. My granddaughter and her baby are going home tomorrow. A friend reminded me about being thankful and praying for the service men and women and their families left at home. Her son is over seas fighting. I talked to my sister today. One of her sons is doing Thanksgiving and Christmas at his home. Another one of her sons came to visit her for a few days.
Now can you believe how the stores have gone crazy. Black Friday ads are really getting nuts. Stores used to open around 6am.
Now some stores are opening as early as 3 am. I have never been caught up in the going shopping the day after Thanksgiving.
I am sure that the stores are doing everything they can to get shoppers into their stores but at 3 in the morning LOL.
Nine days I could find something to be thankful for without too much trouble. I have been blessed by God and I know it.

Thanksgiving Day 8

Today I am thankful for Calvin at 7pounds9 oz. He was born at 3:59pm another great grand. Also thankful to John for a gift I wasn't able to accept. Even when things are not exactly the way you want them to be there is still always something to be thankful for.

Thanksgiving Day 7

My sister called me today. She has a new pacemaker and is doing good. She is home and feeling better. She sent me messages but my computer didn't get them. Boy am I thankful now!

Thanksgiving Day 6

We all live our lives with certain sayings that help to rule our thinking. One of mine is - No News Is Good News. So needless to say that has help today as I wait for news about my sister. It isn't easy sitting waiting but she hasn't got it easy either. I am thankful for that saying. My son called me this afternoon and told me that he took his 2 year old granddaughter to see the Sesame Street show that was in Green Bay. She loved it and sat through it . When he put her on the phone she was happy and we both mentioned Elmo and Big Bird. I liked that call. I am thankful for that also.

Thanksgiving Day 5

Today I am worried about my sister Betty. She went to the doctor yesterday for a heart problem and trouble with her pace maker.
She was put in the hospital and her DIL told me today that her husband told her they were going to fix the problem. Its amazing what they can do now and I am praying that God gives the docs sure hands and knowledge.
I am thankful for being taken out for breakfast this morning and having good conversation with a good friend. I have known this lady for quite awhile. I met her when my boys were little. Isn't it amazing how God gives a chance to enjoy something even when you are worried.

Thanksgiving Day 4

Sometimes when you try a new recipe you make mistakes. Thats what I did making two loves of pumpkin bread today. I left out a half cup of oil. But it turned out okay. So I am thankful for that. I have a loaf for the freezer and a loaf to eat. I have had a couple of slices and it was good and it looked good also. So you see God even helps when we make mistakes.

Thanksgiving Day 3

I am thankful for my home. I have had this home for 33 years . There is something about knowing you have a place to lay your head down. A place you can hide when things are not going like you want them to. I moved into this home with school boys who are now grown. Now the children in the house are my great grandchildren who visit me. This house is my sanctuary. We all need a place- this one is mine.

God and Me

If you are wondering why I didn't thank God first it is because I have seen too many people thank God for this award and that award and still live questionable lives. Some sound so unreal and done for show. I know if it wasn't for God in my life I wouldn't be around. My relationship with God is not for show or for blogging. Joyce

Thanksgiving Day 2

I am thankful for friends far and near. They make a day go better with calls, e mails and comments on this blog.
Family and friends are two things that most people can be thankful for. It is so easy not to be thankful and to expect them to be around. I am blessed with them and by them.
What will Day 3 bring?

Thanksgiving

Starting today I am going to post something I am thankful for and plan to do this until Thanksgiving Day. It's a simple task and doesn't take too much thinking to do.
I am thankful for my family; the good things and the bad things. It isn't perfect by no means and they give pause to think but they are my family and I love them.

Common Sense

Is common sense really common at this time? I think not. Look at what is going on and you wonder. But life goes on and we have to do the best we can. My common sense tells me this: If I don't like it but can't change it-forget it. If it is broke-fix it or again forget it. If you want it but can't afford to buy it-forget it. If there was something you could have done but you didn't-forget it. With all the forgetting you find yourself not remembering names or faces but like I said life goes on.
Eat when your hungry, sleep when your tired, pay your bills and you can get along fine. Nothing fancy just common sense!

Ramblings

This is my last blog for awhile. I am taking a break.

This Robin Has Gone Home

Tonight a Robin went home. She is walking on streets of gold and seeing Jesus. She is checking the mansion that she has up in Heaven. She won't hurt anymore. The hurt is down here on earth. She will be morned by her husband,her children and her grandchildren. Her parents and friends will morn also. We will all ask WHY?
We will see her when we follow her to heaven. BUT NOW: We are sad.

Hurts Poll

What is worse- a physical wound or sickness OR an emotional hurt? How do you respond to someone with these hurts? I believe there is a difference in responses. Some people can't respond to emotional hurts. They think they are less important.

HOW DO YOU ANSWER?

Children Yea or Yuk Is The Question?

Today on the morning TV there were stories about people and their children. These stories made me wonder what they are thinking.
We have a family that was making a large amount of money for filming their family life. Now that divorce is in the picture it is going to stop filming because it will hurt the children. What good was it before? This family-did it think of those kids?

The second story was about people raising a little monkey as a child. One family was fighting the empty nest after the last child left home. One family could not have children and "adopted" a monkey. This wasn't a cheap thing to do,some monkeys cost 6K.
Make-up, infant clothes and furniture all purchased for their baby added to the cost.

As a great grandma I can say children can give you the greatest Joy and the greatest Pain you will ever feel. Right now it is the grandchildren and great grands that are doing it to me. The only thing I as a parent can do is to pray! At the moment I hurt but i know there will be some joy down the line.

Woolly Bear Caterpillar

Today I look at the middle of my porch and I saw it. It crawls up to the side of the board looks down and came up and went on to the next board. Stuck it's head down between 6 boards and on the seventh board went down to the ground under my porch. It knew where it was going I guess. There are enough plants under my porch so it will have a good meal. I haven't seen one of these in years. In folk lore the width of it's stripe predicts what winter we will have. I'm not sure but it's stripe seemed pretty large to me. I was amazed how it looks for the right spot. Isn't it strange that it knew and we don't always know where to go?
Is instinct better than brains and thinking?

Keeping At It

Have you ever felt that you are in a deep rut? No big reason to do anything or go anywhere. Your brain didn't have to work; you could survive doing the thing that come naturally. That was how I felt-no things I could change or help with. THEN
I started to test myself and what I knew. I started with the 50 states trying to name them. I did this for three days. I found out that got better each time I did this in my head but on the third day I wrote them down to see how many I could come up with. I came up with 44 states. I thought for awhile and came up with 4 more. I finally gave up and got out the road map atlas.
I had to find out which ones I hadn't remembered. I had forgotten Colorado on the third day but had remembered it a day before.
What was that state? It was Vermont.
I have done more cooking in the last few weeks things I haven't fixed for ages like stuffed peppers, bread pudding. I cooked a squash and ate it for a few days. I ate it plain and then tried it with pumpkin pie spice. Yum!
This getting old and having things go wrong around you sort of stinks when you can't do anything about it to help.
Maybe I am just feeling the effects of another birthday. I guess I will have to give myself another challenge.
God Bless

General Douglas MacArthur

He has been on my mind today. I remember sitting in a class room in my senior year in high school and listening to his speech to congress after he was called back from the war. He said "Old soldiers never die. They just fade away". I won't ever forget that line. Now as I turned 76 today I wonder when I will fade away.
I know life expectancy has increased but I still feel old. I can't believe that I am this age.

Life Goes On

It has been a less than exciting time around here since my last post.
I had my 2 yr and 4yr old greatgrands for a day here with my son. I love that little girl and boy. I probably won't see them much in the future due to family complications. Life styles change and I can't always agree with them.
I went to a rummage sale and found a lawn mower I could start. Bought it right away. It died before it cut my front lawn. Darn!!
The weather has been great. The trees are starting to turn colors and the area around here is getting to show off it's beauty.
Earlier this week I slept in. Just up, not dressed yet only in my night gown and there is a knock on my door. I peek out and it is the town chairman at my door.??????? what to do. I opened my door a we bit, stuck out my head and said I not dressed just got up. His quick reply to that was he would be back in 45 minutes. I can tell you it has never taken me that long to get dressed.
He came back and we discussed ways to solve water runoff problem on the road along side the house.
A few days I felt a little sick very close to being afraid to eat.
Yesterday I went up to do my laundry. While up there I called my ex boss and asked if she would be free for lunch. She and another friend did lunch with the bunch once a month for a couple of years. It sort of stopped when my friend died and then my car did to. She said yes but she had no car that day. I said I would pick her up when I was done with my wash. She had driven more than her share years ago. We had a great lunch,great talk.
So you see life goes on.
The road isn't always smooth but it is there to take you where you want to go. Have a great week and God Bless!

Boonies

Today I enjoyed the joys of living in the boonies. I left early this morning to do a few things. I drove for about 10 miles thru the woods on a two lane road. I saw all kinds of trees with just a few spots where there were homes. I saw a few places where the trees were starting to change color. In one front yard there was three deer. At the end of the road I saw wild turkeys sitting on a fence around a baseball diamond. There was one turkey on the baseball field with his tail all spread out. Showing off for a hen I suppose. I love going thru the woods and even where the land has been cleared there is beautiful green field. What a peaceful ride.
I accomplished alot today. I did my laundry. I stocked up on bread. I ordered my medicine. I was going to pick it up but some mixup with insurance I couldn't . Hopefully it will be squared away and the store will mail them to me. I then went to a resale store. It is so much fun to look around and if you see something you can afford to buy it. I also met a friend there. We haven't spent much time together lately so we followed each other to another resale store in another town. After that we went for lunch together. Then we went to dollar store. I found a mat for the floor by my kitchen sink. In fact I found two. Not every thing is a dollar at this store but the two mats were on sale. I spent more at that store than the two resale stores. My friend and I separated so each of us could go home. I went to a grocery store and then home. What a great day out in the boonies.

Rest In Peace

I remember the day when our president K. was shot. I saw when his brother was shot in the kitchen of a hotel. And now the last brother has died of brain cancer. Three deaths of people that were working for Americans. What a family. With the spirit of service that goes thru generations. It saddens me.

House Terrors

As I have said before I live in an old house and every once in awhile it attacks. I have a dirt floor in the half basement and someone working down there put plastic on the floor. Now that led to water on top of the plastic. I left doors open so air could get down there and dry it up. Didn't work. So I put a few holes in plastic to see if that would get the water to drain to dirt floor.
I used a nail to make small holes and not to many of them. Hasn't solved the problem. So I am thinking dehumidafier.(sp) I then discovered this week that outlet in basement isn't working. I thought it was trouble light and bought a new one but it's the outlet. Next thing I am going to try is clumping kitty liter. If that works I can scoop it off the plastic.
The house attacks go on. Thursday evening I decided to clean the bathroom sink before I went to bed. When I let the water out it went all over the vanity and the floor. Had to clear out the cabinet under the sink,dry that out and clean the floor. Pushed the pipes back up onto the drain and am hoping for the best.
I love my house but like I said to my kids years ago I love them but don't always like them. That is my relationship with my house.
We shall see if the attacks go on!

Summer Doldrums

With road work going on all around I don't go too many places and I am watching my spending. I like the feeling of my bills being paid now more than ever lately. I don't have the need to go for a drive just for the fun of it anymore. I am able to change my menu if I find that something isn't in my house. I can always cook something else.
The cat's food and litter are always watched out for.
My summer is getting to be more hermit like. Is it old age or am I just lazy? Have a great day and God Bless!

What If?

I am beginning to wonder what would happen if parents and grandparents started having this feel of entitlement that so many of the children of today seem to have?

Rambles

The last few weeks were not boring but not too exciting. I live in an old house and the pump in the basement was sounding like I had a bearing going. You couldn't flush or rinse a dish without hearing the loud banging and clanging. Then about two weeks ago it started waking me up. I would get up to see if I had drippy faucet. No water dripping in house. I had someone get me a pump replacement and when they brought it they took it downstairs to see what all was needed to have a secure water system.
When we were down there I saw that my sewer pipe in the basement was dripping where a clean out plug was. Old cast iron pipes don't last forever. That was something else that needed to be fixed plus the pump and water tank needed to have some new piping. Joy Joy! The work is done and I am waiting for all the receipts so I can pay for it. I also had a new electric switch put in the basement by the pump(surprise but it was nice;no need to go upstairs if I want to shut off pump).

My blood pressure is giving me fits. So I have been trying to get off of one more but I can't do it- the rebound effect of stopping one is really bad and I only cut the dose in half. Am now following doctors orders.

My sister had to deal with the hottest July and I had the third coldest July since 1880s. So how do you decide where to live?

Silly Songs

Are they still out there? The Worm Song for spaghetti suppers or the Boarding House Song for group meals. A long time ago we could have a good time just singing these songs. You can't get in trouble (except for getting someone upset while eating),you couldn't be mad at anyone while singing this foolishness together.
At the boarding house where I lived
All the food was green with mold
And the cook's hair is in the butter
Silver threads among the gold
When the dog died we had hot dogs
When the cat died catnip tea
But when the landlord died I left there
Spare ribs were too much for me!

Farmer ?

The other day I was given 6 cherry tomato plants. They only stand about 5 to 6 inches high but they had tomatoes on and buds.
I was amazed how little the plants were and still had tomatoes. These had to have been pro grown by someone who knew what to do. I sure don't show skill but I have a love for a very small garden. I love to get my hands in dirt once in a while. I planted 4 outside of my bedroom so I can see them out my window. I put the other two in a pot on my porch. Small enough for me to take care of with out my body giving me grief.

Yellow Tomato

It's harvest time. I have one yellow pear tomato ripe. The rest of my tomato plants have some green ones and some blossoms but I will certainly not be overwhelmed with tomatoes. The other plants have red tomatoes when they ripen. They need to grow larger before they turn color. This year has not been the best. Oh well, I'm not a farmer with fields to tend. I just have a few pots on my porch.

Visitors

This week end was one for visitors. I had visits from family. I even went out to campsite for a meal and visit. They came to my house a couple of times. The visits were great. I saw two sons,one grandson,two granddaughters, three great granddaughters,and one great grandson. There were daughter-in- laws and a few others with them. They were at two different camp sites in two different towns but they stopped here for a visit.
I showed two of my great granddaughter s a picture of their parent with Santa Clause and then a picture of their grandpa with Santa. I don't know if my daughter-in-law had seen baby pictures of her husband that were over 50 years old.
This was a cold weekend,record breaking in spots and I sort of felt sorry for the campers but was glad I got to see them.

Have You Ever?

When I worked in the group home I always said this one resident was his own worse enemy because he had enough on the ball that he knew what he was missing.
I am beginning to have days like that now when I realize what I am missing. What I can't do any more. Not every day is like that but they are getting more frequent.
Oh well, at least I am able to live in my home on my own most of the time. My yard is not always like it should be and some jobs around the house are not done. Today someone came over and did my lawn and weed wacking for me.
I have to change my expectations.

Fun Time and Itty Bitty's visit.

It has been quite awhile since my little greatgranddaughter has visited me. What a joy. She has changed so much and has gotten smarter and I can understand her when she speaks. She had a couple of busy days while she was here. Friday night we went to a Freedom Program at college near by. I wasn't sure if she would make it until the fireworks, but I pooped out before she did.
Part of the problem was I didn't have a chair only blanket. My getting up or down does not make for a pretty picture.
The music was great. The look on Lexie's face when the base drum was hit was priceless. We heard blue grass and then a Brass Band from Iron Mountain played. The speaker for the evening was a pilot that was originally schedule to fly out of Boston on 9/11. He is a Commander in Navy Reserve and flies for American Airlines. I didn't get to hear the complete story how he was
saved from being the pilot on that plane because I had to leave. I was done. Lexie was still going until she was put in the car seat and she was asleep before we were off college grounds. Saturday we saw fireworks from my front porch. There were about three different people shooting them off. On Sunday, I saw more from my house. I would have liked Lexie see Sundays fireworks.
Sunday I noticed my car had a low tire. Couldn't have noticed it sooner when Bob was up. I had to go up for fasting blood work first thing this morning so I asked my neighbor to air it up for me. He did and the blood work was done. I came right back home for a cup of coffee and food. I am glad I can still do these things. Have a great week and God Bless.

Self propelled

Since the grass hasn't been cut since that fateful day- I borrowed my neighbor's lawn mower. She had said it is self propelled and easier since I won't have to push it. Her son started it for me and smiled as I chased the mower down the drive way. I was holding it but it was going faster than I wanted to go. After I got used to it and didn't have to race I cut the front yard and the sides of the house. Living on a corner there is enough lawn. I didn't do the back yard because I was done in more than one way.
That self propelled bit is great but I never could have done so much without it. My lawn looks nice and I am well pleased.
If I take a nap this afternoon in my chair I deserve It!!

Quiet Week

This has been a quiet week for me. I took two trips with my car. One to WalMart and one to do my laundry. We have had a few really hot days and I pretty well stayed in house. I am not pushing my luck. I have had to sit down and stop what I am doing a few times which is really getting to be a pain. I start getting light headed and I quit. My BP is staying down.
I haven't had any visits with my greatgrands except by phone. My neighbor has come over and one morning I sat outside on my porch before six in the morning listening to a crazy woodpecker pecking on a metal sign. Not too much food there! The bird was here last year to. It is a great way to enjoy your morning coffee

Indestructable NOT

Well this week I found out just how quick things can change. One minute you are getting a job done in your garden, and in the next you need help to get to your house. High blood pressure can go down really fast and if your not careful you will be down to. It can go back up after a bit but the question is why did it go down. I am not sure of the answer but I found out that my town and my neighbors are great. There are people out there willing to help.
Things I learned this week!!!!
1.I don't have a liking for being sick!
2. Even if the hospital is the best- I don't like it.
3. Even if the nurses are great they can't make me want to be there.
4. My blood pressure goes up and continues to go up while I am confined to a bed.
They say your never too old to learn but I know I can have a BA (bad attitude) but I am so thankful for my other BA(Blessed Assurance)
I guess I just wanted a little excitement.

Out For A Stroll

Tonight when I looked out my window I see a doe walking in front of my house. She was just walking at a slow pace down the street. She stopped to eat and I watched as did my neighbors after I called them. I hadn't seen deer in town for a few years but being close to the woods I wasn't surprised but enjoyed the view. She continued her stroll headed back to the wooded area.
Living in a small town up north I have seen many animals and I enjoy each one except maybe the skunk or snakes. God did make some beautiful beasts.

Week

This has been a quiet week. Not much to tell. I had to search for some bacon because when I went to the store I also bought a card that I mailed out right away at the post office. The next day bacon was missing. I searched like crazy doing some places twice. First the logical places then the unlikely places. When I couldn't find it I thought of my car and thats exactly where it was.
It was sitting on the front seat in the bag from the store. Thats the joy of getting old. I hadn't put it somewhere dumb. I just didn't bring it in. Concentrated on doing the card and not buying bacon. :o)
I guess it was a senior moment!!!LOL

Old Friends

Today while I was waiting to pick up some meds someone spoke to me. It was someone I worked with. He was a very good guy to work with. Our conversation wasn't too long but it was good to see him. Tonight while thinking of my day I suddenly realized that it was 25 years ago that I worked with Herb. That meeting brought back alot of memories.

Flying

The plane crash really makes you think! You can't depend on having many days on this earth. You have to make sure you don't carry grudges and let things that won't change your life get to you. People are all different and have their ways. Hurts can't last forever.
I pray that the people on that flight didn't leave too much unsaid and are in a better place than they were .

I'm Back

With the help of my son and his wife I visited with my sister and her husband. I went thru security at the air ports with special security since I can't go thru the metal detector. LOL I had a chance to visit with my nephew and his wife. For many reasons visiting with them is a joy and a bit of fun. I ate enough food to feed an army. My sis and I lost a great deal of sleep just talking,remembering. It was a great trip and I am so so glad I had the chance to do it.

Laugh-Sometimes Thats all you Can Do

Today I was tired and had no oomph but i wanted to finish cleaning out ancient things in my cupboards and spice rack. I finished and had a black garbage bag pretty full. I knew my son left a bag of broken toys in the back hall and I had a broken coffee pot there to. I also wanted to take my car for a short spin today. So I decided to get a big bag and put everything in that one big bag and go to the disposal place that charges $2 a bag. I managed to get the heavy bag into the back seat of my car.
Drove the nine miles to the place hoping I would get some help moving the bag. No such luck since the man was busy with a big truck. Oh well,didn't want to move car too close where the truck was dumping so i got the bag out and started to walk. I went about4 feet and the bag broke right there in the drive way. So I tried to get cans,dry cereal and spices plus the other bag into my big bag. i unloaded that and with two more trips I cleaned up all the rest sitting in the driveway. What you gonna do?
Laugh thats all you can do.

The Day

It was a good day. My "boss" and i went out for lunch. Isn't it strange that this women I like i still call her my "boss". She was for quite a few years but I introduced her today to someone as my ex boss. Most of the time she was a very good boss. I feel like I might not have stayed in my job until retirement if it wasn't for her. I had other bosses but none of them as long and I always call them by name. I call her by name in conversation.
I respect her and know her life wasn't always easy. Carolyn you are special!!

DDDD

The four D's describe what I am feeling. This is a dark dreary damp day. It could really get you down. So I baked some muffins. Went through my cupboards and threw out things that were way past there good date. I have a way of hiding things in my cupboards. I don't even know what I have sometimes. So DDDD isn't all bad .

What a Week and Happy Mother's Day

This has been some week. My son and his son dug up the septic tank so it could be pumped out. Old house very low tank about 6 foot deep if not more. Nice large hole in my back yard and the great grands are here to. They had to see of course and got so close to the hole. What we said didn't mean much-this was something different for them. Lucky for them, only my son and grandson had to deal with falling. The walls gave way more than once and they had to dig out what they had dug out more than once.No easy access here. It was open overnight and in the morning my son had to dig out what had fallen in. It was pumped at 10 in the morning so it was closed and covered quickly. My yard is a mess but a month from now grass will be growing and hopefully the house will look better. In the front yard I have tulips almost open, The peony bushed are growing.
The daffodils are holding on. The violets are up-but hard to see in the midst of some tulips.
This morning I woke up to the furnace running. It was 36 but it suppose to feel like 28 degrees. Tonight it will get down to 34.
I had hoped to get some work done in the yard but it isn't going to be today. My neighbor Dawn has tulips in bloom and loads of daffidill areas in her yard plus more color in other flowers. Her yard is absolutly beautiful. My ggs wanted to pick when I took her over to see all the flowers.
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY and remember folks there are fathers doing motherly duties while mom is overseas.
God Bless

May Day

My wish to all is that we have a day of happiness with children doing a dance around a pole or leaving flowers at the door of a friend.
With all that is going on in this world we do not need to hear "May Day" the international distress call.

Greatgrandma's Joy

On Monday my son came up with my 4 year old ggs and almost 2 ggd. They seem to be changing every time I see them.
Talking more and able to do so much more. I watched my ggs get dressed and undressed. (Going back to when I worked)
After doing my wash at the laundermat we went out to eat for supper. The kids were great. Funny to see spaghetti eaten by my ggd. She wanted a fork but her hands worked pretty good to. From her nose to her chin you could see spaghettti. I couldn't cut it fast enough. The chicken she ate one tiny little piece. They were so good. When it came time to pay the bill I was told "Those kids were so good we hardly knew they were here" I was proud of them. When we went in I told them we were going into a big people s place and big people don't like noisy kids. They were so good! They left on Tuesday. But that trip was special.
My son started my lawn mower for me and teased me about it. He can give me a hard time but he has a smile on his face when he does.

Green Cleaners

I googled green cleaners and found Oregon Metro that has all kinds of cleaners and how to make them. I did know about how much vineger and baking soda work. Hydrogen peroxide is also a goodie. WalMart sells some green cleaners but we can make our own. I heard that a can of coke is a good way to clean a toilet. lets work on going green.

Here we go again

We are waiting for the 70s today. This is true Wisconsin weather. You never know how to dress and do you leave the shovel or the rake out. But I wouldn't want to live anywhere else. I like all the seasons we have even if you can't go by the calender. I know it just takes getting used to it.
My 3 month old ggs was in the emergency room last week because where he was at used too much bleach. He had trouble breathing. Itty bits are bothered so easily by the chemicals people use. We have to go green, There are so many natural cleaners that we can use. Whats more important than our children? We are not doing to great by this earth either.
There was nothing wrong with it until man started to fix? or make better?

Spring???

Well, I was able to work on my yard and see the tulips and dafadils that were coming up. But now the weather has changed and we are looking at 1 to 3 inches of snow to come tomorrow. Out west one place received over 50 inches so I can't complain. The snow won't undo what I have done but it will slow up the flowers. I hope it freezes a few ticks. You usually wait for hot weather in july to get rid of them. I just have to see what comes. My friend has flowers blooming in her garden but crocus are early plants. The end of May is the time I plant. To go from the 70s to snow is not new but when you are warm you forget.

Great Day

Yesterday it was in the 60s and a bright sunny day. Not the kind of day to be house bound. I started working on my yard again.
I worked awhile, go into the house rest awhile and go back outside and work some more. My peony bushes are old but still beautiful. I needed to get the old removed so the new can come in. I didn't see any new growth yet but it will be soon. I also clean around the day lilies on one side of the house. I still have some to do on the other side of the house. I marked where some other plants were coming up.
Now for the bad news. Ticks are back. When I took my sweater off there was one sitting on my shoulder. Yuk! I flushed it down real quick.
When I couldn't stay awake I gave up and went to bed by 8:30. Those quick naps in between the yard work didn't keep me from getting a good nights sleep.

Weekend

My son John and his wife Rebecca came for a visit. It was a nice visit. We talk alot but they haven't been up here for six months.
You can't hug someone over the phone.

Memory

Robert Allen-April 13, 1953 only around for a couple of hours but not forgotten.

Marquette trip

All went well. Sorry I didn't post sooner.

This Week's News

It has really been a week so far. My son and my 1 year old greatgranddaughter came up on Monday. Monday afternoon when he took me shopping I lost my Debit card at WalMart in the parking lot. I didn't discover it was missing until Monday evening. No one turned it in at the store so I had to report it gone. I then was told to call my bank and let them know in the morning. I didn't get much sleep that night. When I called in the morning the bank had received a call and that they were bringing the card to the bank. When I went up to do my laundry I stopped at the bank and the card was turned in. It was found in the parking lot of WalMart. My faith in people has been given a big boost. My prayers were answered.
Ginger my cat has given my ggd and my son her full approval. She has set on my son's lap and she doesn't run away and lets my ggd be in the same room with her. My little one has become used to being here. My son can be upstairs and she will stay by me
not like before. She tells me when she wants something. I love it. I think she feels comfortable here. She is close to turning 2yrs old so she can get in to things. My house isn't child proof. LOL What a joy she is.
In the morning we are going to Marquette for my check up. I pray that all the good fortune I have had so far this week continues.

You can't always see whats there

Yesterday afternoon my neighbor called me while she was standing on the side walk in front of my house. She said my "daffys"
were coming up. I still have snow piled in that area. I went outside and sure enough she pointed out this little tiny clump barely breaking ground. My daffys were coming up. Then she asked about my tulips and showed me how they were coming up. This bunch of little nubbins 1/8" high. " See" she said. My tulips are coming up. My day lilies are coming up. I saw one plant that was 3" high. I am not fond of day lilies because they spread so fast.
Her garden plots have a great number of flowers coming up. Her yard has many flowers planted in many spots. Her yard is beautiful.
Her garden is her way to relax and she works at it. Most of the flowers in my yard came from her. Raking and weeding tire me out .

Big Day?

Today I took a big step. Not a usual big step for anyone else but for me it was. I hadn't taken my car more than a mile for months. I have depended on my son or my neighbors to get me places. Yesterday I received notice for license renewal at the cost of $75 and I have kept insurance up. It was time for me to make up my mind. I had spent over 75 dollars for a new battery a short while ago. Was I going to spend more money for a car I didn't use or trust? The car is old and you can only start it one way and you have to warm it up a great deal before you put it in gear. Well today I wanted to get something in a town 20 miles away. I first went to the post office in the car and left it running while I went in; drove home and turned car off. I went back out a little later and the car started so I took off. Not sure where or how far I was comfortable in going. I made it up to the store, I parked the car and went in. When I came out later I said a prayer that i could get the car started and go home. I was hoping it wouldn't die in parking lot when I put it in gear as it had the last time I went up. Stopping in the middle of the road or half way out of a parking spot is scary. It started and didn't stop and I was able to get home.
My fear may seem silly to others but they haven't set in middle of a parking lot. I don't know if its age related but I was afraid.
God answered my prayer.

Help and Language

Hey folks, do any of you have an idea about what I can do with those brown pill bottles? I hate to just put them in the garbage.

Language When I was in grade school we had German classes. In high school I took Latin for two years. ( I was planning on going into some medical field) Didn't go to college but got married instead; moved to Panama and had to learn Spanish. Then when I went back to work I learned Sign language so I could work with a resident of the home I worked at. Now I have very limited knowledge of these languages. I don't use them unless I am angry and don't want everyone to know what I said.
Isn't it amazing what we can learn and then forget so easily.

Where Did It Go

Have you ever had a day you could do without? I have had a few this week. BUT Tuesday afternoon was scarey and funny for a few hours. My son and my ggd were here. In the morning I checked up on the checking account. In the afternoon when I was looking for my checkbook it was no where to be found. I hadn't left the house so where was the book? My son and I tipped over couch,loveseat and my lift chair. We checked cushions,still no book. I checked the garbage since my son once found his phone there. Little ggd has struck again. I checked the bedroom under my bed and by the computer. We checked the bathroom,the appliences everywhere. It has to be here no one has left the house. We searched for over an hour. The day was bad enough without this. Where could this little sweetheart have put it? On the floor of my bedroom closet. I guess God used her to give me something else to think about for a little while.

Peace and Steady

I am making things peaceful with steady footing. When the storm brews around you keep yourself on steady footings and don't try to control things you can't. It's easier on your body and your mind. Be thankful for the good things and try to look for the good in everything. It is always a surprise what we are capable of getting through! Negative thoughts don't go away you just have to not linger on them.
God Bless

Spring Poem

Old Poem from my youth.
Spring has sprung
The grass has riz
Now I wonder where the flowers is

The first day and they are saying maybe snow tonight. LOL

Much ado about nothing

With the few warm days we are having my ski hills(really high snow piles) are going down and the swimming hole is coming back in the front yard. Its the joy of living at the bottom of a hill. Ski hills are still 6 feet high.

Isn't it amazing that my life is so simple I need to blog about the weather.

Great Neighbors

This week my son didn't come up for health reasons. But with below zero wind chill temps I stayed indoors. Last night my neighbor called and said they were going up to Iron Mountain and wondered if I wanted to go along. It was -15 wind chill temp when I got in their car. (nice and warm car) While the husband took the car for oil change wife and I wandered around Wal Mart.
We spent over an hour and I was able to do shopping for some things I needed plus a few groceries. Then there were more errands they needed to run and I went along and looked around. Then they took me to lunch. We went to another store to shop and then headed for home. We stopped at post office so I could check my mail for the first time since Saturday. Neighbors like this make my life so much better. Their warmth makes the cold winter so much better.
This hermit is blessed even when she is in the winter hermit mode.

Waited For & Didn't Get YEA

The TV which is 90 miles south of my house had been warning of a very bad storm coming up from the south with rain, sleet,
freezing drizzle, and deep snow. There was to be winds and fog also. This morning pictures of snow covered roads, and you couldn't even see the road in some parts. We didn't get anything where I live. I am not sad thats for sure. But now they are talking about another storm on Tuesday which is also to be bad. Thats the way we get to spring here. The weather changes and you can't prepare for it except to stay put where you are and only venture out for brief trip when you know you have a half hour time period.
This was a very bad storm and I am sorry for the people that were hurt by it. Will it be our turn on Tuesday? Who knows?

Busy but Happy Day

Today is the birthday of my eldest son. He was born on Ash Wednesday in 1954. I always said I gave up pregnancy for Lent.
My second son came up so i could get things done. He brought up my youngest great granddaughter. He also had pictures for me of my 5 year old great grandson Tailor and picture of Cyrus who was born on January 20th.
I did my laundry. The place was empty so we had a good time and Alexus could show off her great personality. I picked up my meds. I was able to go to bread store and stock up. Then we ate lunch and then my large grocery shopping was done. I was glad to get that all done. It is easier when I have some one to load and unload all the groceries. We checked out Goodwill but all I bought were 2 dolls with crochet dresses for Alexus.
It was a good day but I get tired.

Weather

I dislike the cold and was upset by it until I found out my son is dealing with about 15" of snow by the end of the day. YUK
March is certainly coming in as a lion. I can't wait until it goes out like a lamb.

Funny Things

Funny things happen in one's life. At least you have to laugh so you don't get too upset. My car has been a laugh maker for quite awhile. I finally got it running and winter came back with a vengence. Freezing drizzle and light snow yesterday and so I didn't want to take the car this morning so I walked to the post office. I was almost there when I saw the icy patch. Being very careful I tried walking around it. Naturally I didn't make it- down I went. I managed to get up and finish the trip to and from.
Then this afternoon started the snow. Our county warned people to stay off the roads as they were impassable. Joy Joy.
The good Lord kept me from a bad injury but I know I banged my knee.
I am so glad I canceled those doctor appointments this week. I'm glad I can still see the humor in life's little problems and not get overwhelmed by them.

Car Runs!

I drove to the post office today. Yea!

Good Day & Good Neighbors

First one calls and asked if I would like to go for a ride to store 10 miles away. I said I would love to.
Second one calls and asked if I would like to go up to check on my battery and get new one if I have to.
I called first neighbor and canceled. I explained why.
Second neighbor takes out old battery so we can get it checked. He puts it in the trunk of his car. We go up to WalMart. His wife does her shopping and we go to automotive. Yes the battery is bad. One dead cell. So we go to the shelves and look for a new one. Naturally cheaper ones are gone, I had to get one at the highest price. Typical February thing. Short month but there always seem to be extra bills. When we get back he puts new battery in car. It starts. It is a cold car and I didn't see sitting in car for ten minutes so it would idle without someone in car. We didn't have anywhere else to go. So tomorrow will be the test.
Can I get up,get it started and go. I really hope so.
I also cancelled the appointment I had in Marquette for this coming Thursday.
So I did accomplish some thing today with the help of neighbors.

This and That

Well winter is back in force. This hermit will need to slink back in her hole to stay safe. My car isn't running so I don't have to worry about being on the road.
The bone test says my bones are okey. One son says they break because I am a clutz. I don't argue with that because there are days i feel like a clutz.
Since the doctor had his nurse call and let me know that I cancelled my appointment with him for this week. I'll go see him in a month. I also am going to cancel an appointment I have up in Marquette because it is 100 miles away and it is going to snow.
It is for a check up on my loop recorder(checks heart rythm). I can't say I am fond of appointments in winter or if I don't see any need for them. I know thats not the best attitude but IT'S MINE!
Now for the computer. I am learning how to use this one and get to where I want to get to. There are a few things I haven't got to yet but in time I am sure I will find a way. There are a lot of icons I don't know or understand but I don't have to. I love having enough knowledge to do what I do on this computer. It has allowed me to speak with people all over this world. Sometimes I can let off a little steam when I am upset. I have an angel teddy bear sitting next to my computer to remind me to watch what I say. It has saved people from a few rants.
Have a great weekend. Stay warm and safe. God Bless.

News

One son sent up a new computer; another son came up and hooked it up for me. He also took me up for a bone test.
He also brought up my wee ones for a brief visit. My grandson also came up. I feel very blessed.
The flu still has me feeling very tired.

Better

I am feeling better. I have no energy but the other bad parts of the flu are gone. I had a flu shot and I am so glad that it helped me not get any sicker than I was. I am being careful so I don't get it back.

Highs and Lows of the week

My one son came up started my car and then we went up to do my wash with 2 of my greatgrands. He showed me a way to get to see some of my messages. I then had the youngest great grand 3 weeks old here for a couple of nights. You start to question What is sleep?
Another son called and told me he had a different computor for me. A newer model. What a joy. I can't believe how much a computor can mean to your life. :o)

Then flu came! It is a good thing that adults can go 24 hours without eating. I am praying that today will be a good day.

Have a blessed week.

Sometimes you just have to laugh!

There are times in life when things are not going right. You just have to laugh and ask what next. My car wasn't running and yesterday it finally was running and I planed to go do laundry today. LOL I had a flat tire. the car hadn't run for almost a month. I figured warmth would help it to run. Battery was dead. Tire was inflated too late for me to go.
My e-mail stopped working and I was up to over 50 messages in my inbox. Today I finally went over to a friend's house and deleted over 40 messages.
So I was sitting in my house with no e-mail , no car waiting for it to warm up so I could check at post office for my mail. I finally walked down to the post office yesterday and got my mail after a week. The mail box had more mail than it has had before.
But at least it is above freezing and if I don't have a flat laundry can get done. To get upset is really useless, at this time the way the world is; my problems are big to only me when I let them be. When you seem to be carrying a heavy load you have to watch out because thats when more trouble will come and get you. There has been a few other problems in my life lately but none I care to share. One day I will look back and think that was a crazy time in my life.

Trouble???

Well my computer is old like me and now the e-mail part is acting up. So just like me it has to change some of its functions.
My address and phone book has disappeared and now I don't have ready access to my kids. I moved all the furniture in my living room. My back let me know that I shouldn't have done it but today it isn't hurting as bad. Would you like someone to look under your couches? I was pleasently surprised by the lack of things under them. I found more under my lift chair.
This to will pass.
Have a great week! Joyce

Surprise

A worry spot in my life is gone! Some good things still happen to this old lady.

Todays Good things

My son came up today and I spent time with my 2 youngest greatgrands. Cyrus and Alexus. We went and bought some things to help with keeping my house warm. While Bob put weatherstriping around my front door I spent time with the little ones. He could only put plastic on two of the front windows because there wasn't enough tape. He had to leave before it got to dark and the roads became slippery. While he was here it was good.

Cabin Fever

I have definately got it. Computor is acting up and I can't send messages out or reply to any. I just lurk around the blogs. I am getting tired of below zero temperatures. And final straw the weird dreams. Last night I dreamed that I was given this
2 1/2 inch onion to plant in Oprah's garden. That size you harvest not plant. The ground was all worked up and soft for about 2 feet down. I pushed it down so hard that I pealed the skin off of it. But I let it stay and started to look for a small pepper plant to fill the space I was given. But I woke up then. Dream makes no sense and is only good for a laugh!
Cabin Fever!!!!! Stay warm. Have a blessed week.

Happy Birthday George!

It was cold 43 years ago when you were born and its cold today! Hope you have a good day anyways. Love, Mom

Can you figure this?

Yesterday my sister had 88 degrees at 4pm. Today at 7am I have -8 degrees. That is 96 degrees difference. With wind chill we would have a difference of way over 100 degrees.

Careful What You Wish For

You may get it! You will also get all the problems that go with it and some you couldn't even vision. That is where I am at now. Having a home to call your own-a place of quiet peace and contemplation does not always stay that way. Oh well, I am here now and will make the best of it without saying another word.

What a Day

Well when it rains it pours. With all that is going on they came to work on the house. It was not a problem free fix. I am getting a lesson in quiet prayer and calm demeaner. After this day I will really sleep tonight. They are still working on the house and I have somewhat of a mess to clean up and I shall after they leave. Have a great blessed day.

Cyrus

Well he is here! I talked to my granddaughter-MOM. She said she was okey. My son was holding the baby. I don't know where they came up with the name Cyrus but I have nothing to say about names. He weighed 6 pounds 14 ounces. I hope to get more info later. A prayer answered!!!

Importance?

Every one is talking about the importance of tomorrow and what is happening in Washington DC. NOT ME!
I am thinking about what is going to happen around 7:30 in the morning in a hospital in Oconto Falls, Wisconsin.
My 6th greatgrandchild is coming by way of a "C section". I am concerned about this little guy and I will be that way until my son calls and lets me know everything is okey.

Amazing story.

Since it hasn't been above zero for the last few days I have been staying in the house. Yesterday afternoon a plane with over 150 people on board landed in the Hudson River. It was without power because some birds hit the engines of the plane.
The pilot did a perfect landing at a perfect place. Ferrys were there in minutes. The people were wet but were standing on the wings of the plane. Afew were in the water. The plane was surounded by ferrys,coast guard,fire boats all helping in the rescues. Everyone survived. The pilot is being called a hero. Naturally this is the story of the morning.
Can you see God's hand in this? The perfect time of day,the water very smooth and plenty boats available. The pilot known for his knowledge of safety in flight.
God had it all worked out!

At this moment it is -13 here. It may get up above zero today but with wind it is not going to be to good. I went out this morning with my garbage bag and things for recycle. If they can come and get it I can get it outside. Otherwise I will have to wait 2 weeks. Don't want to keep it that long.
Have a great day knowingGod has it all worked out.

Liver and onions

Tonight my neighbor sent over a plate of hot liver and onions. She knows how much I like it. What a surprise! It was gone in less than5 minutes.

Expectations

Sometimes things don't go like you expect or want them to. Thats what has happen in my life lately. My attitude is not what it should be so I am being quiet-no smarting off or crabing on my blog. Thats not why I have it and you don't deserve it.

Greatgrandma's Joy

Today my son came up and had my 18 month old greatgranddaughter with him. What fun! While I was doing my wash she played at laundramat. She didn't whine but kept herself entertained. When we ate lunch, it was fun just to watch her eat mac and cheese. She used that fork pretty darn well. She is a happy child. I was able to get somethings I needed to do done.
At the mall she walked and smiled at everyone. She saw a little girl and walked over and wanted to play.
Not to sure what we are going to do tomorrow but I am sure I will enjoy it. There are a few things I would like my son to do for me.

Early Morning Joy

There are mornings when we wake up and we are barely functioning and others when we are ready to conquer the world.
Then there are mornings like this morning!! Up just before 5, rush to the bathroom,(don't be shocked-we all do) and then return to your bed. The room is dark and you hope to take alittle nap. LOL Something is wrong, your window doesn't look right. You try to focus in the dark but no luck. On goes the light,the insulation on the window is half off hanging down by a strip of duct tape! Can you believe it? You know you can't leave it like that. Oh well, sleep is over rated. Get the step stool,more duct tape,sissors. Say a quick prayer for safety and go to it. Don't we all make repairs a little after 5 in the morning. Move things out of the way so you can get to the window and repair the best you can. Dollar Store duct tape is not as good as others but this is what you have- so use it. The window is covered and now you can rest-OH Sure! Put things away and turn on the computor. Check your e-mails! Oh good, you have a winter storm message and then you see two messages from a friend. Oh well, it is 6 and sleep will not come now. Blog the start of your day and then forget it.